funny....isnt it?

some1 ask mi ytd...
don't u feel hurt de mehx?
y u seems like ntg de...
gosh
im a human...not alien...
do u guyz thk i will hurt?
do u guyz thk i will sad?

or wan mi alwiz show sour face?
wan mi don talk?
or wan mi disappear from life?
haiz
i can handle it
i can find my way to release my stress...
n not wad u guyz c from my face...
av1 have their hapi n sad moment...
sometimes...
hate somoe1 likdis-me...
hahax
funny...isn't it?

life...
is like a piano..
white keys r happy moments
&
black keys r sad moments
But...
rmb!
both keys r played together to give sweet music...~

bored days...

dis few days vy vy damn vy sienz nia
haiz
keep on face d pc...
make mi headache pulak
ish ish ish
duno y...till 6am oso not feel like going to slp
although im sleepy ad...
haiz
den 10++ kena wake up by daddy ad
haizzZ

ytd go distribute flyers at pandan mewah skool...
unfortunately...
all students went to sports day
ish
no ppl at all
den took bus home
almost 2pm le...


today my xdo up till level 40 le~
yeah~
hard to up nia
ish
mission hard to pass
d mission is play level 7 song
with speed 1.0 o(0.o)o
normally play speed 5.0 de...
suddenly use so slow ...
all note stick together
celaka
wan long piak ad


baby a baby...
y u dun1 eat...
haiz
my baby dun1 eat dis few days...
ytd still got eat a bit...
today langsung dun1 eat
i thk
she sick ad...
haiz
baby 5d recover lehx...
luckily still active
^^v
hyperactive de gal
wakaka

today some1 call mi from harvest.net
say dat got 1 job for mi on march
wakaka
he put mi at lowyat for nez month weekend~
hope dat i will get dis job~
10x
if not im gonna die soon le

k le...
ntg much to write
^^
gonbanwa~

stupid!!!

stupid time table!!
celaka!!!

ish
geram nye

oni 3 subject...
but hv to go skool 4 days a weeks
celaka betul ni

+ monday oni 2 hr cls...
wan mi travel to n back for about 4 hrs..
but oni attend 2 hr cls!!!
ish ish ish...

10x all~muackxX

10x to all my frdZ
for rmb my bday
hahax^^
10x for da wishes
10x for da presents
10x for da celebration
10x for da 'heart'~
muackxxX

ytd nite...
erm

shud say
19th
went back hotel earlier bcz of too bored
share mash potato v dadi~
wakaka
den watch harry potter at vision four
erm
quite bored
den almost fell asleep
my cousin n didi jz back
cousin suddenly say
'u kenod slp now, but i can'
haha
can guess wad happening dy
^^
den almost 12 ad
1 msg wake mi up
10x simon
den after dat
bak chi call mi up sharp at 00.00
singing bday song v all my buddys
10x~
tear almost drop
wakaka
paiseh
sei wh!
i will revenge during ur bday de!!
push my head towards d cake
(d pic i hvnt get...)

den v go out gai gai
n drk some beer
din drunk
but
duno y nia
keep on wana drunk
haiz
paiseh once agn
den
today morning come back from genting
go chg my 'sotong'
hahax
they gv mi de present~
10x~

10x for suet darling sent mi de bday card~
actually
i like ppl post mi card or letter de
like it so much~
10x


den after dat
go have dinner v parents

den get d presents from sam sam
wakaka
10x dai lou~
like all d thgs
haha
purple~~^^
(let mi call sam sam today ba~muahaha)

den go out have a drink v alex
1 yr din meet ad
rmb dat v meet last yr
during my bday oso
wakaka

10x agn~
for everythg~
muackxX

别这样

你别这样好不好
不是说好了吗？
我会忘记你。。。
你也得忘了我

可是你一而再再而三的出现在我面前
你要我怎样忘了你呢？
我很痛苦
你这样
让我好痛苦
说好了分手
我们就是普通朋友
我会忘了你
因为我肯定我做到
恕我自私
恕我无情
恕我贪玩
就当我
对这段感情玩玩下
好不好？

别再纠缠
你这样
不止让我感到痛苦
感到烦恼
更会让我感到厌恶
我不喜欢被人绑着的感觉
更何况
现在的你我
已经是最普通的关系了

我一旦决定了的东西
是不会在改变的
不要使这改变我的念头
相信
你也知道我是一个怎样的人吧
你越是逼我
我只会越反感
我不想到那时候
我们连朋友都做不成

希望
你能尽快
找到你要的幸福
祝你
永远幸福快乐

im sorry...

he came today...
came to find me for same reason over again...
i jz duno wad to tell him...
but
i choose not to tell him wad in bottom of my heart...
bcz i thk dat...
itz no longer useful for us..
n
i thk im badly hurt him too...
itz over...
he gave mi valentine's day present
d last presents from him...
10x lotz
i love d bear
10x for let mi keeping d thgs dat belong to us
10x

n
sry to tell u...
i hv throw away d present dat i plan to gv u on valentine...
sry
dat day i was jz too moody
cant control myself
even cry in front of ppl...

n dis few days...
i thk a lotz
i kenod b likdis
dis will oni let ppl more worry about mi...
n
dis is d way dat i choose myself...
i shud face it...
n not escaping...

he wan mi to promise so many thg...
n those thg
i sked to promise to any1...
cz i sked i cant do it...

jznw...
when he telling everythg...
im trying hard to control myself not to cry
not to cry...
but
my tears drop
i duno y...
i noe dat i still love him..
but
start from now...
i will try my best to forget every thg
try my very best to forget

i thk he go back jb oso more good for him
he can start his new life thr
without so many stress...
(i thk)
im sorry for wasting ur time for dis few months
n
sry dat i din cherrish wad u hv done for mi
i noe u try hard to study in dis exam cz u dun wana go back jb
try ur vy best to chg urself
but
in d end
i jz cant accept myself
cant accept wad u have told mi dat day
cant forget it
i try my best to forgive u
but it doesnt work
im sorry
n
im vy selfish...
i hv choose this way
hope dat u can b more hapi in d future
im sry for my selfishness...
sry...

没了

一切都没了。。。
这是我的选者
终于
一切都结束了
这两个星期
都很烦
真得很烦
很矛盾
今天
终于都做出了决定
我不想再拖下去了
对谁都不好

你说得对
我一直都很坚强
很坚强
坚强到
我也不能相信
可是
我得一直坚强下去

对，
我一直以来都很少哭
可是
最近
我都很爱哭

我的心很痛
我不知道为什么
这决定是我做的

有很多很多东西要说
可是说不出口
对不起

眼泪
不受控制的流下
心在滴血
原来
我这次真的爱了
再次的爱了
而且
也爱得不浅。。。

元宵节~

今天
一大早就被人叫auntie
可怜的我
原来是因为要掏红包
哈哈
我弟弟的朋友一大早就来了

然后
我去了我朋友家
跟他们消磨了一个下午的时间
然后去买蛋糕给妈妈

过后
去了舅舅家吃晚餐
就跟朋友去喝茶
没有看到月食。。。 T.T
然后
我们去了taman tasik permaisuri抛柑
哈哈
很过瘾
可是有人拿蕉丢我
555

Fall For You

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words'
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find


nice song~hope u guyz like it~

grdpa + mommy bday + chap gor meh

daddy gv grandpa de bday present...royal salute O.O

nice whisky~

older den mi le...T.T

wad r them doing thr??from left...2nd uncle,3rd uncle,small uncle n daddy

/admire~grandpa's cake

wakaka~popo 'dipaksa' take pic v grandpa

wah~big laugh v his cake~

jznw went back to sentul popo hse to celebrate my grandpa bday..
actually his bday was on tuesday...(chor 16)
but they decided to celebrate today bcz sunday ma~
wakaka

n today is my mommy lunar bday~

Happy birthday mom~

muakxx~

+ today is chap gor meh~

end of cny lo~

haizz...

y time passed so fast de...

today reli not in mood

erm

shud say...

dis few days not in mood...

hhaizzz

duno y nia...

still confusing gua...

n i reli duno wad am i thinking now...

vy luan shui

ish ish ish

n wad am i doing i oso duno le...

T.T

hope dat dis kind of thg

can get away from my mind vy soon

cant slp well recently...

now ad 3.45...but still not sleepy...

but dis few days...i wake up myself wothout alarm around 8...

scary...

tired~~but hapi

ytd went JI for their 7th aniversary

take in d toilet~

ytd slp oni 3 hrs den go work le...
7am wake up den prepare
den go petaling street v lingx
555
damn tired
but at least got job le
wakaka
but hor...
hv to wear like kampung gal look...
T.T
like auntie nia
hv to walk along petaling street some more...
den after dat v go kl centre for another scene...
work in d rain nia...

den at nite 8.30 oni reach home

...

cz d bus...

stupid bus...

wait so long nia...

b4 shooting

during shooting...
pic took v uncle sam~
wakaka

work in d rain~rain rain go away~

wad is love...

爱的感觉，
总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、
多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，
至少有一个人想著你、
恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，
就是好的，
但是慢慢的，
随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？

*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，
你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！ 其实是人先被惰性征服，
所以感情才会变淡的。

*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好， 这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！ 现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！

*听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，
却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都 懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、 懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？

所以请记住： 有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了， 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟， 他的男朋友很不高兴的说： 你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了， 我以後再也不会等你了！ 刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了， 她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境； 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！ 接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上， 此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗？
*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！

爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，
很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
懂了吗？ 当有个人爱上你，
而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。
*我们总说：
我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，
怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候， 你可能无法回答他，
因为你自己也不知道。

*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，
我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，
你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，
是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，
只是你没发 觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！

*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；
剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，
很可能会给对方沉重的压力，
让彼此喘不过气来，
完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

*所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分

*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？ 我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！

*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，
要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求， 而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。





but
i started to feel tired ad...
mayb
single reli much more suite mi ba...

last chance...
u make confuse
i duno wad shud i choose
wad decision shud i make...


and today
after analyse wad my gor said...

i feel dat i shud gv d last chance
but den
till now...5.30pm
u oso din even reply my msg...
wad do u mean
r u too sleepy n slp till now?
or bz~ing somethg else
i dun wana thk bout it...
jz waiting...
but
dun let mi wait till i cant tahan
n keep back wad i told u afternoon...

gonna mad

-.-
wad do u mean by dat

suddenly dis n suddenly dat??
u make mi gonna mad, do u noe...
i duno wad shud i do
n wad shud i thk
y shud u repeat d same thg
since u back fr HK
u alwiz thk dis n dat
n simply say somethg dat hurt mi...

伤心

“真的要学会放开了。。可是没想像的容易。。有些东西不是我的就不是我的吧。。”

你写这句话的时候。。。
有没有想过
我是处在怎么样的心情啊？。。
你那是什么意识
两个人在一起
最重要的
不是信任吗？。。
我就那么的不值得你信任吗？
还是
我们根本就爱的不够深。。。
笑话。。
对吖。。。
你怎么回信我呢
"can let u go d..."
什么意识！！！！

我真的不想跟你吵
可是
又怕你会以为我连吵架都懒得跟你吵了
另一方面
吵架只会伤感情而已
况且
我们现在隔酱远。。。