wad lai de......

gosh
today IT exam
wan die 99 jor
10am jau come out le...
saw 1 of my classmate kena caught...
y he wan to do so wor...
fail jau fail lo....
haizzZ
now mai more cham...
teruk kena kick out
OUT!!

2.30 go for photo shooting
hahax
tired...
leg pain nia
cz wearing heels walk here n thr
shoot at orchid park
wow
hr de flower
damn nice
O.O

sry a...sam sam...
make u worry tim...
hahax
not dun1 pick up ur call la...
no ppl wan sell mi oso~
lalala~

den my way back home at kl sentral
laopo call mi for tmr job
at 1st reject de
dim zhi oso at k.selangor
cz my family plan to go thr tmr oso de
den i ma accept lo
cz near ma
when i reached home><
my mom oni tell mi dat din go le
knS!!!
y dun tell earlier
if not i oni work at klcc...some more 100...
tmr k.sel de oni 80...
+ 5am hv to wake up jor><
cham 99
geram nye!!!

lyrics of I Dreamed a Dream

There was a time when men were kind
When their voices were soft
And their words inviting
There was a time when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time
Then it all went wrong

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving
Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
And they turn your dream to shame

He slept a summer by my side
He filled my days with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came

And still I dream he'll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.



duno y
listen to dis song let mi feel vy touching
jz like liang wen yin's zui xing fu de shi

*untitle*

jz woke up by my mom's call><
her hp lost jor
ask mi to call digi to block it
haiz
vy so unlucky de
last week didi jz lost his...

i dreamed a dream...jznw
useless nia...
i dreamed dat i 'pak yuin'
kena catch by mom
n u noe hu sell it to mi??
my uncle...
gosh
den i argue v mom
vy badly
wtf is dis
i said dat
'dis is my own business...
n dis is not wrg
dun bother mi
if u bother mi some more...
i will jz act more teruk'
walao eh
wad is dis
but dis situation...n those words
i reli thk b4 to say out><
but i noe i cant
badgal badgal

ntg special dis few days

tmr going for outing v DannyOng
v his assistant AA-tianxi
hahax
hope dat i can get my leng leng profile pic~
10x danny for giving me a chance

:+:LATE:+:

25th april

went to work today
not reli tired...
quite fun oso
but i hurt my fingers n shoulder...
damn IT!!!
meet quite alot new frd thr...
gosh...
all d women buying thg like FOC likdat...
ben tahan...
so bad luck today...
i lost my ring n bracelet...><
+ spoilt my watch oso...
haizz...
now im jobless le...
hahax

thur got IT paper...
hvnt study for it...
cham,but lazy...

fun

haha
today got a shoot for mtv at ampang...
for a hokkien song mtv...
d singer..omg
oni 13 yrs old gal
geng...go for competition at taiwan...get 1st place
pui fok pui fok~
wakaka

mi and andy(08 tar king) as d main in dis mtv...
gosh...
act as couple dat in 1st love...
whr got ppl 1st love like dat de..
keep on smile...
n play v paper aeroplane...
/faint
=.=
my shoes...all wet bcz of 1 scene
(finding my bf, v terseliuh leg in a wet field...)
but quite fun
wakaka


me & andy after shoot


one of d scene in dat mtv



1st dress...omg....long long time din wore likdis le...




me ~after shooting

55

tiring...
y she cant understand wad i thk de...
n wad i need...
wan mi pass...
but doesnt let mi choose my own way
wad shud i do to cont. my way?
i doesnt like dis sub at all...
but i ard step on it
n i promise mself i will finish it...at least finish my diploma oni chg my way
im not going out for fun or jz playing...
even sometime i working...
u oso bo syok mi
wad do i did wrg??
y u cant trt mi like u trt bro??
i dont noe!!!

i cant concentrate on study now at all...
duno whr to start
mayb 12...mayb 3...
i will try my best to find it out...
if cn i wish i can pass like last time...
depends on my luck now
hate dis kind of lazyness...
hate dis kind of situation...
hate dat i cant help myself
useless n helpless...

*no title*

today went to help mum...
they took d bhind place n sell rice oso le...
but
i c they all work till so pekchek de lo
kena shoot 99 today
55
but
haiz
duno how my mum going to work...
after my dad get to thei nez month
so cham nia

jznw...hungry nia...
din take dinner on time...
den tot wan go old hse find daddy go out de...
dim zhi...
both of them went out jor
skedto go out eat...
den find fridge got wad cook lo.....
oni found rice...tomato ....n chili...
gosh
i dun1 cook got many thg in d fridge...
when i wana cook...
ntg pulak
celaka...

KNS!!

:+:late post:+:
kns de lo
d guard
wtf!!
wear pant oso dun let mi go in
ppl so good thk of wana study statistic de ma...
oso dun let mi go in
T.T
last time wear mini skirt oso can go in slp
SLEEP!!!
even ata cocu u oso wear slipper go in la
celaka!!!!
baka!

wtf!!

haizzZ
y my mood alwiz down de...
wtf is dat!!
d java script is i find for him de...
but he say he do it pulak...
he failed to put it into homepage...
im d one hu find out d prob for him oso
(although i found out accidently...)
haizZ
how can he treat mi likdat
alwiz say vy easy
so fast 9dim de javascript
but he did ntg for mi
(cz i hate read thru coding)
at last...oso weng help mi settle it
WTF!!
reli geram de lo
diff browser will chg d effect a bit oni ma
likdat oso i kena shoot
-.-

i reli feel damn tired
both on physical and mental...

tired!!

wad the!!!
ytd din slp nia...
do assignment till 2nd day de afternoon
damn tired
my head wee wang wang jor...
den go to skool at 2.40...
late jor...
when v finish burn the assignment n reach office...
itz ard 3.08pm...
lecturer went back ad...
haiz
reli damn sui nia

den go for bm cls
(today wear like tb)
size10 de shoes....big big t-shirt v size 30 de pants
wakaka
keep on tarik my jeanz nia
4 ard finish cls

went home....
damn tired
tot wan slp de
mum say hv to go out for dinner v uncle n grandparents...

den i slept on d table bout 40min
late agn><
kena marah
555
too sleepy wad...
but...
i get pocket money from my uncle
wakaka
hapi~
nez mon exam le...
hvnt prepare at all
how nia...
i promise not to fail agn dis sem de...
haiz
cham liao la...
hv tostudy statistic...IT and account!!
omg!!hate IT n acc><

damn tired now....
sleep lo...ad 0040
nitez all~

*late late post*

dat day sat...
sienz day oso
morning go skool..
den go stg hotspot ceromony
sienz betul
-.-
den back at 4...
wana slp de
but cant slp pulak
haizzZ
nite kena tarik keluar by gor
BBQ pulak
den after dat
drk n drk
haiz...smoke agn..duno y nia...
jz feel like wana smoke
mayb long time din drk le
so fast beh tahan
den vomit agn
ish
teruk betuk
xia sui nia
duno y
avtime after i drk
i will thk unhapi thg n cry out easily
mayb normally try to tahan lotz ba...
haiz
sry gor...
went back round 2am
slp 99...
nez day 7am kena wake up by mum ad...
dizzy...

*late*

ytd went out whole day...
tired nia
morning went to popo hse
den after dat go garing utama thr c my 'mami' new hse
didi ask mi to teach him drive thr
omg
more scary den i drive
huff...
pro nia

after dat go tesco buy thg...
damn many ppl
-.-
sesak jalan
--

den nite go find aeon jusco setiawangsa...
wth...
so funny during v find d way
wakaka
but thr
reli bigger den other jusco
v went boston t hv our dinner
erm
d food okok oni
but d look so nice
-.-


my fav banana ship~

55

i hvnt done my assignment

?.?

wadz is going wrg today?
y so many ppl msg mi?
+ some of them seldom msg mi de
weird weird de
1st weird person is my cute cousin
she suddenly msg mi
n tell mi dat she so fan n not fan
i oso duno wad she meant...
mayb pressure gua...den ask mi dat...
did i thk b4 wana die when reli stressful..
err...
no nid thk oso noe la
wakaka

later hv to start webpage jor lu...
duno can complete hann gv de 'task' bor
cz now oso damn sleepy jor
wake up fr 5 till now
haiz

today xdo i up jor 5lv..
45 to 50
geng nehx
wakaka
so hapi nia
4 more lv can rush my laogong le~

k la
wan do assignment le
tatax

wakaka~

today morning went to work
oni take 2 pic got 50
not bad not bad
but make mi damn rush
cz went to berjaya thr take my phone
yes!
finally my phone alive!
wakaka
after dat
rush back to skool...
at least attend 1 cls ma~
ngek ngek
run from melati to skool...
like sopo...
><

ntg to write much...
feel like no mood write nia