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actually i noe da answer ad de....
n i oso wad shud i do...
but jz not brave enuf to step 1 foot forward

but 1 thg dat i noe is
i muz settle dis stuff as soon as possible!!!
i cant let it run on my mind for much more longer time ad
i will mad!!!

i jz wana b a good gf...
is it so hard for mi?
i jz try 2 fulfill wad he wants
but his request is getting more n more
even getting harder
itz impossible to chg mi so easily
dis make mi bad mood all da time
cz i was trying my best to do it
but i thk it cant b for now ad